Writing is my Medicine

Writing perhaps maybe the only thing from saving me making a fool of myself once more; each time I try it seems like I’m doom to failure. I want to say that things will eventually get better but I cannot say. The future is beyond my control and cannot predict what’s going to happen next. I want to believe again but each disillusion has really affected me and sometimes these scars are hard to heal.  Time will see if I will be able to believe again. For now I need to stay strong and think about what’s important in life. Family. Friends. and God who will always be there in the good and bad times. :)